Dear xxxx

Just because we're not out spoken doesnt mean we're not here

you may not see us, but we see you

supporting what you say, backing your every move

we may seem to disappear but it's all in your head

we out number those who hate

we dont reply because we dont waste our time with what they say

we are the quiet force that you can count on

to listen when it feels that no one's around

we are your friend, but you dont know us

we will fight when no one else will

when in doubt, you have to remember

we out number, we are listening, we are here

you may not think you're worth it, but you are

we'll jump to your defense, no questions asked

become your shadow, because you are everything to us

so ignore the time wasters because they're not worth it

and silently we'll go on

out of sight, but always here

we are the quiet, we will not disappear

xxx bec

alcohol + marijuana + cocaine + LCD + ice + speed = drugs
highs + drunk = the same thing
coming down + hang over = the same thing

my question
if alcohol is a drug, then why is it legal?

on a lighter note.
ITSS AUSSIE DAAYYY TOMORROW WOOOOOOOOOOOO

but alas. my parents are boring and dont do anything. and the friends? all busy.
my ideal day would consist of:

1) going to which ever beach is hosting the havaianas event.
which involves people floating around on giant blow up thongs(flip flops). and try and beat the world record of people floating in the water.

2) going to langley park to watch british india play

3) watching the fire works

anyways this is a painting that i did with a friend. that red stuff. silly string.
good times. it took ages for it to dry though. but its still at her house, its been there for ages

if my mind was a picture. im sure this is what it would look like. it feels so crowded with thoughts that i think this is a representation of it, mainly cause i didnt plan on drawing this, it just came out.



my mind feels a little lighter.

bada bing.
the first two aren't edited.







new blog. theysaidwhatnow.blogspot.com

because i feel like making no sense.

dont you just hate it when you put something in a really good hiding spot. and then months down the track you cant find it.

never mind. i found it.

have you ever thought or written something or done something alike and thought it was really good. but then after while you think about it and you realise that it wasnt. i wounder why we change our minds. is it because we're actually seeing the truth or because we're filled with doubt that if someone should ever find it and see it they'll think its crap and so we're scared of that.

"here's a mystery presenting itself, like a black hole i cant see where it leads or where it ends

if theres no light at the end of the tunnel

how am i suposed to find out who you are, how do you expect me to know where you'll be

this puzzle, i see has no answer, so ill keep searching, never ending

to you im just a face in the crowd, that passer by

not wasting a thought or even a smile

so in the depths of your mind, i want to see whats going on

but dead ends are stopping me, i need to climb over your walls

but now i can see, this process has been put on repeat

we'll be stuck in this dark tunnel, with no ending"

i still feel this way

this is video is sick. i love the strawberry cause its always looks angry. in every clip that its in. i want those socks. im thinking of using the characters in this as inspiration for some drawings
(my fingers are two seconds ahead of my brain right now)
baby - pnau

(video from youtube}

im making up for the last post.
by leaving you with these..

empire records
one of my favorite movies of all time



Linn Olofsdotter
she does mixed media art. definitely drawing some inspiration from her
these are some of my favorites
www.olofsdotter.com/



sabre sunnies.
www.sabre.fm
i have an obsession with sunnies. so when i find some that are unique and different i go a bit crazy.


i think we should all live in tree houses. that would kind of be a dream come true for me. like living in neverland


ironlak.
i want this spray paint.
i dont even know how to do graffiti art. but i figure i could make some good abrstact backgrounds for paintings with these


take the leap, risk the fall. i need to take my own advice.
quote of the day: "i would come with you but my eye hurts. so no"

(empire records movie poster. google; Lin Olofsdotter art work. olofsdotter.com; sabre sunnies. sabre.fm; tree house picture. google; ironlak picture. google}

i have this thing for balloons. i keep drawing them. i was going to show what i mean, but that would mean me showing you part of something that isnt done yet. so i decided against it. instead you get this shitty post where i tell you to read the book Jellicoe Road, because its nuts. its the only book i have ever read that almost made me cry. so i am now naming it one of best books i have ever read, melina marchetta, your a genius.

i cant stop listening to 20 Dollar Nose Bleeds by fall out boy (omg something that isnt short stack for once) mainly cause i love brendon urie's voice in this. although it took me a while to figure out it was his.

this is the first frankie magazine that i have picked up, and im in love. its about art/fashion/music/craft/life (i know there are a lot of these types of magazines out there, but this is the first one ive picked up from this category). and i just want to say thanks. thank you for being a magazine that i can read without have to worry about coming across that celebrity gossip i care so little about.

cause really, who cares if she has cellulite or now that she's just had a kid she doesnt look the same as she used too. really? no shit. that what happens when you have a baby. your body changes to make it suitable for carrying a child and giving birth, and so what if some one bagged out some one else, you probably took that out of context to make it seem bad anyways.
to think, there are people out there who get paid to write this kind of crap, while there are those of us who have to work real jobs, guess we're the suckers huh?

a forbiddon kiss burns hotter than fire

these italian chocolates could quite possibly be the best chocolates around in my books.
and every one contains a message about love in the wrapper. the downside: they're expensive

cause it's not obvious when you walk past for a 3rd time and stare continuously.

im now back from my holiday which was really relaxing, but i discovered after a week i miss civilization and i start suffering from blogger withdrawals, actually just Internet withdrawals in general.
the only downside was that i only got one underwater picture, cause the fish weren't around (insert sad emoticon face here).

anyways here's the photos. some of these i had to slightly edit cause they just didnt turn out the way i wanted them to.
(i accidentally deleted the better photo of this)




your going to have to excuse the crappiness of these next two.
although i do have to apologise to the jellyfish for invading its personal space. sorry. normally i wouldnt submit to that kind of behaviour.


i really can not explain in pictures or words how beautiful some of the beaches were. the one above, i tell you now, that is not sand. the whole beach is made up entirely of shells. white shells that hurt your feet if you walk on them without shoes.




love the place i took this. at certain times of the day dolphins would come visit and get something to eat. i can't figure out why there are people out there who would want to hurt these creatures



the world is always better upside down

i took sometime to do a self evaluation, and ive come to the realization that my life has been to easy. i need a challenge and i have a feeling that this will be the year.

i have some new years resolutions. but i dont like to call them that cause i know i wont stick to them, so instead im calling them goals. they are:
1) get my licence
2) get a job
3)get a car(cause i need money before i can get the car)
4)practice guitar more. (cause i really suck at the moment)