Before

after



ive run out of ideas, of things to say. have to go back to when i didnt care and my mind was buzzing

Here's a problem that's six feet tall
More trouble then you could dream of
The camourflage of empty lies
Hides the truth from pryng eyes

But it's too late for you, your caught in her storm
Now sit back and watch the trouble she'll cause
And she doesnt care for the end result
This is just a game, winner takes all
-untitled

yay for print making

and bond crete

why does our imagination like to play tricks on us? make us believe something that isnt real, like when you smile at someone you know from across the room and all they do is look away. you get told that they dont what to talk to you, or they are ignoring you. but maybe you walked away before they could do anything. maybe its not our imagination thats playing tricks on us, could it be that we see what we want to see and believe? but isnt that our imagination working anyway?

i saw this side table the other day and got all excited because i need new draws and everything ive seen in furniture stores are all the same and unoriginal.



i think autumn has kidnapped winter and could quite possibly be holding it for randsom but no-one has realised yet.

the drawing for the day

she hides in bushes and watches you lie to people.
she knows the truth even if you dont.

i swear the only thing stopping netball players from killing eachother is the non-contact rule.

a drawing a day keeps the sanity away.
i should put that in my header.



i want to draw faces with the big wide doll eyes.

i will get it someday.

how are you? and your day?
mine was relaxing.
i started a digital drawing, i want to see what happens when i print it on an a4 canvas sheet. hopefully it'll work.
also if your in need of music that will make you smile: myspace.com/nevershoutnever is good start

here's a still life that i did in paintng last week. im quite proud of it.



wooo charlie and the chocolate factory is on right now, i love the colours in this and johnny depp scares me just as much as he make me laugh.


photo from blogthedayaway.com

in other news i somehow managed to crack the screen of my laptop, my options: pay the arm and a leg to get it fixed or buy a new one. we'll see.
im off now to go practice my drawing.

im eating maple flavoured pancakes with maple syrup. genius i know. best lunch ever. actually no, scratch that, stickest lunch ever. (note to self: pancakes the size of the frying pan are beyond you flipping capabilities).

dear winter,
you are finally here, late, but here.
now, go away.
xo

i dont mind winter to much, i'd like it even better if it wasn't windy.
anyway, on thursday when i walked into tafe i was greeted with this:

a wishing tree.

it was fun to watch as the tree "grew" threw out the day and to see what people wrote.

this is the black and white version of my friends h/w. the actual colours are blue, red and yellow, because in theory blue=black, red=grey, yellow=white. i asked her if i could have the painting cause i thought it was awesome and she said yes. my painting teacher tried to make her sell it me, but she said she wasnt going to make me pay money for something thats crap. it made me laugh

i cant type right now, my fingers are frozen.
going through some old poems. i remember i wrote one a couple of years back. it was about 5 pages long and told a story about a girl running away. running from the castle and from the things that chased her as she ran, i never finshed it. i think i threw it out, shame, i really want to read it again. i can remember exactly what happened but i cant remember the words. mabye ill try and write it again

as seasons go past, and days go by
it's here i lie, deep in my mind
things are changing, so i can't stay here
time wont wait, and I'll disappear

why have i been deprived of this.

also, i want to see this